Ficlet: The one thing you don't want anyone else to know

ooc: Naturally, this is invisible to all other muses, since he really can't talk about it. Inspired partly by Kita's excellent story "Manus", from which there is a quote.

He will never be sure that it actually happened; in fact, most of the time he is convinced it did not. With realities shifting, memories changing and dreams coming to life around him, it is so hard to say what did and did not happen anyway.

( Angelus-related wrongness ahead )